My little story

Dear diary,
Tis is da first time i post sumtin in my blog. Tis site is my personal dairy n i guess only my close frens will have tis site. Wat i wrote here are all true. I just wanna find a place to express myself. I wanna share my happiness, soorows n everything with u all. All my close frens are welcome to express themselves in tis blog too. Keep in touch!
07.12.2007 Actually tis few days my mood fluctuate. May be bcoz of tat stupid thing. I guess all my close frens know about it. Even when i learned driving tis morning, my brain is still thinking about tat. Until i made soooooo many mistake n my 'sifu' ask me wat happen???...... Gosh.....Mr P wat r u doing???? U make my life miserable. Now should b my happiest time but.........
The story began like tis:
CHAPTER 1 Tat day Mr P sms me. I remember it was tuesday evening. I was attending tuition class with lukawa, megan n 567. suddenly my hp rang. Unknown person......... Tat person wanna make fren wf me. Like usual i dun bother stramgers. But my frens say wanna play with him. ThTen v started using different hp no n rude words to msg him. It was quite fun. I thought i dunno tat person,but he told me tat he knows where u live n my car plat no. I got a shock! Then i started telling him, if dun tell me who he is,i wont bother him.Then he told me tat, he was my senior n v talk on fon b4. Wat??? Who is tat (thinking)????? I really dun have any idea who is tat.......Then i told him sorry i cant remember n if he dun wanna tell who is he then v should stop msg. Then he told me tat he is Mr P.
Tat time is just 2 weeks b4 SPM. Actually i gotta boost my studies but i ended up chatting wf him whole nite.Then he offered me to go out at nite. I rejected. Then he said he will be leaving on thursday. Okay, fine i belive him. I send regards to him on wednesday nite. He din reply me on thursday. I guess he was too busy...... The next day, he told me tat he arrived safely n v chat again 4 d whole afternoon. Tat time i was doing my tuition essay. Suddenly, he asked me whether i have any partner.... I know wat he meant but i pretended tat i din get it......Then he asked again....I said 'No, dun have'. He started to say those thing. But i din accept. I told him tat his image in my mind is a boy who is not loyal. He said he is sorry to give me tat impression. He ask me to give him some time to prove tat he is not. I agree.
The next day v got a little conflict and v din chat 4 1 week.
CHAPTER 2*BIG SUPRISE* It was during the prize giving ceremony. Elena n my bro told me tat Mr P is there. I thought: 'wat??impossible...he is not in sdk'. But when i turned my head, gosh! i saw him standing there.i dunno wat to do.I was shocked!!!! I purposely went to toilet as to meet him. Actually i wanna talk with him but he walked away so fast. He just gave me a word "EH". I was mad tat day, i told him tat he cheated me. He msg me when i was attending tuiton class. He explain tat he just wanna give me SUPRISE. Then v start to chat again.I asked him did he went back to kl, then he said if only i was his gf then he tell me.I din answer him. I said both of us r living in different place how can b together, he said distance is not a problem. Then i told him tat i cant trust him, since i know his history. He said i should give confindence to him as well as myself. But i really cannot. I ask him to let me decide after my spm then he said he gave me 2 days. Tat time was just 3 days b4 spm. How can i decide??????
CHAPTER 3THE DISAPPERANCE After tat nite, he seems to be disappearing. I cant reach him wf sms. I dunno where he went.........those 2 weeks is really a hard time 4 me. Facing SPM some more.....stress out...............I decided to put tis thing aside 1st. Tis 2 weeks my feeling towards him goes on n off. I dunno i sholuld trust him or not. Trust him becoz he seems to be so 'TRUE', dun trust him is becoz i know he is those who likes to fool around. Should i?
After my Bio paper, i sign in my msn. Guess wat?? I saw him on9. Of course i wont miss tis chance to talk wf him. He told me tat he is in Lxxxxx. I felt relieve.......
CHAPTER 4 I decided to call him after my spm is over. As i know he will be back in m'sia tat time. He refused to answer the call!!!!!! I know he is there.........
Now, i m totally dissapointed by tis person. Honestly, i really have feelings towards him. but wat he did to me? I was being juggled by him...... Is it really tat fun to juggle my heart???? I dunno wat to do now.........