哪一条牙膏 在对我傻笑 嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹 好快乐少了人唠叨
蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了
还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬
这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道 你好不好
我们的小狗 食量变好小 眼神里常常显得无聊
它习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着
我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了
我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉
你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了
忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳 对谁炫耀
还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌 却避不开
催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到 你好不好

午夜，辗转难眠。我不自觉地回想起那一件事。

事隔已有一年多了，可是我还难以忘怀。我知道事到如今已没有挽回与后悔的地步。我知道很多人会觉得我很愚蠢，可是我实在控制不了我的思绪。

我后悔， 后悔那天我犹豫了那么久。后悔我没立刻回复你的简讯。更后悔我怀疑你。最起码，我有给彼此一个尝试的机会。就那么几分钟的时间，或许今天的结局会不一样。
我一直以为时间可以帮我淡忘一切。 可是这一句话是骗人的。对于我是不管用的。每当想起这件事时，我都很后悔， 甚至有一点恨我自己优柔寡断。我不知流了多少泪。再多的泪 也无法挽回我失去的一切。我失去了你。。。

一年又四个月过去了。我真的以为我可以把这个包袱放下。直到我一个月前又遇见你。我才发现我还是对你有感觉。我顿时全身在颤抖, 不知如何是好。真想走前去打招呼，可是我却四肢乏力，真的非常戏剧化。看着你离开的背影，我才开始醒过来，我真想立刻冲前去，找你问个明白。但我没有。

这件事深深地烙印在我的心扉里。不知要到何年何月才可把它忘记。我猜想是不可能吧！因为你已经在我心里割了一道非常非常深的伤痕， 我的心无时无刻地在淌着血，感受到一阵阵的刺痛。如果时光真的可以倒流，我一定会答应你。真想告诉你，我始终没把你忘记，我还对你有感觉。如今再多的字句已不能弥补我错过的一切。。。

Blog Down~

It's been a while or may b i should say is quite a long time i din update my blog... Sorry, my dear bloggie i abandonned u~ I have a very good excuse though... i'm busy studying n preparing for my a level exam in may. I was so upset bout my AS result, disappointed man!!!Regret tat i was so playful last year. I need to work very very hard tis few months in order to get me into my "dream/ ambition" course!!!

After my CNY holiday i have been study like mad. I spend my days with my notes n books from library until my eyes were red in colour.Horrible~

Okay, perharps tis post is to tell av1 tat i will be off for tis bloggie for quite somtimes to prepare my exam. Well, hope tat i can get good results in my final A level exam.Bye~

Catch up soon....^^

Lunar New Year

BWF Super Series Grand Final

Unbelievable, it held in Kota Kinabalu Likas Sports Complex. But the ticket price are very expensive so i din manage to watch... How sad... The price are as follows: (Season pass is RM 1000)



18.12.08 - THURSDAY Session 1 10AM - 4PM RM55 RM35
Session 2 5PM - 11PM RM75 RM55

19.12.08 - FRIDAY Session 3 10AM - 4PM RM75 RM55
Session 4 5PM - 11PM RM95 RM75

20.12.08 - SATURDAY SEMI FINAL 1 12PM - 5PM RM105 RM85
SEMI FINAL 2 6PM - 11PM RM105 RM85

21.12.08 - SUNDAY FINAL 2PM - 7PM RM125 RM105


For a badminton freak like me, it was quite a torture for me not to watch tis. Coz the stadium is just so near to my school n house tat i can just walk there. Vincent n i both went to stadium after to check for the ticket price, as we are planning to watch at least one day. But... Haih...

But guess what, both of us saw some badminton players:)We saw Sony from Indonesia walking out from the stadium after he had beaten Taufik (whom i saw before as well at Penang Airport a few years ago). We also saw the Malay men's doulble team warming at the side courts before their match with some Denmark players as well.

Sony Kuncuro

Mohd Zakry ABDUL LATIF MAS[MAS] Mohd Fairuzizuan MOHD TAZARI

Something i'm proud of is my idol, Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong won. They beat South Korea’s Jung Jae Sung-Lee Yong Dae 21-18, 21-14 in only 37 minutes.While Lee Choong Wei had beaten Peter Gade 21-19, 21-17.

*Cheers for Malaysian players, they all played a good match*

Holidays

Just back from kk, celebrating x'mas n my cousin's bday.

After 3 weeks of holidays extra classes, is time for me to shop!!! Great!! I din really study much for my prog test but at least i present... Hope tat i can pass, although is not a big deal~ My parents n bro came over to visit me. We had a great time shop around kk to buy CNY new clothing, WE brought them mostly at 1 Borneo. I bought 2 pairs of shoes, 3 shirts n 3 pants. Both my cousin n i bought the same shirt from MNG Barbie series. luckily diff colour. Love tis series n also New series of Levi's jeans with no zip but only buttons~



MNG Barbie series


Ip Man

We celebrated X'mas eve at Sutera Harbour n Joey's bday at Secret recipe an New york New York. The ribeye steak was over cooked n i dun like it. But i love my aunt's juicy tender beef with mashed potato. Nice!! We watch Ip Man as well, n it was really funny n i love tis movie very much. It was better than wat i thought!!!Must watch!!! Gonna plan for my schedule for tis holidays, if not it will be kinda boring...

*forgot to bring my card reader back (lack of photos)

Super outdated post (9 nov)

Forgot to post!!!sorry~


Yo! Yo! My blog is having a brand new look. After renovation, my bloggie look so “environmental-friendly”… haha.. So green!! “Love Green, Go Green”!!! Don’t forget I’m born n raised in nature city, huh??? :p I spent the whole Saturday noon n evening to renovate my blog. Thanks to my cousin, Franco. He helped me a lot in decorating my blog, help me to change the skin. Hehe…

As usual, Sunday morning I went out with my aunts and cousins. After breakfast, we went to 1 Borneo for movie, “Quantum of Solace”. This movie quite nice but I had a minor headache after watching it, the same for my aunt and cousin. May be we were too concentrate. Haha.. Oh ya, before we went to 1 Borneo, we went to Kingfisher Sulaiman to see the bungalow show unit. It was extremely, extremely beautiful!!! How I wish I can own that. Nice landscape, nice furnitures, nice renovation (modern and simple)… Everything is very beautiful… My aunt even wanna use their decoration idea to decorate her new house.


**Attenton: Judy Chou’s n Peter Pan ‘s albums are out!!! Stanly too!!
 (At last!!! I’ve been waited for soooo long)

Monday
Seriously sick again. Runny nose plus sore throat AGAIN… I think the germs are from baby Darryl. He sneezed on my face on Saturday. Anyway I went to play badminton this morning with Angie, Vincent, Adeline, Beng, Soon Hong, Gabriel, CCM and Renee. After that v went to Lintas eat Sheng Rou Mian, my favourite. I ate cendol as well to sooth my sore throat. Then went to tapau sweet soup at Ren Ai for Joey and gave her at her dad’s office. For me, I take my favourite ‘fu chuk yi mi’ away as tomorrow breakfast. Haha..
After back home, I was extremely not well. I just put my school uniform which I just took back from the garage after washing on my bed n went for shower. After drying my hair, I took a pill n sleep until 5 something, and then watched drama series til dinner time. I used up half a roll of toilet papers to blow my nose within tis FEW HOURS!!!